Sunday, 6 September 2015

Evil puppeteers jerking me around

Seeing the dawn from the wrong side once again, I am reaching the point where I just don't quite know how to get my body working well enough to sleep when I am supposed to. As a life-long insomniac I have tried just about every trick in the book, from drinking warm milk and avoiding television or the internet for an hour before bed, to listening to hypnosis tapes designed to help people sleep.

Unusually for me it isn't the pain that has been keeping me awake. It is the muscular jerking that is putting paid to nice relaxing sleep and pleasant dreams - if you can count being a kick-ass, sword wielding zombie killer in your dreams as pleasant. The muscular jerking first raised its ugly head a couple of years ago, just very occasionally at first, then increasing more and more.

It is kind of hard to describe to anyone who hasn't experienced something similar, but I am going to try. Does it make sense if I say that it feels like an electric shock suddenly shooting down from my elbow, zipping down my arm, through my hand and into my fingers? It hits my hand like a hammer, jerking my hand up and open or slamming it down onto the bed or the keyboard that I can't use. Things have started to be thrown across the room not by a poltergeist but by the evil puppeteer who is controlling my movements.

My GP did say to me that muscular jerking is rare with gabapentin, that it is more usual for it to stop as a result of the medication. I appear to have gone with my usual trick of doing the opposite - something a little childish that I normally relish!

As the medication change hasn't done the trick, I am going to try something else. I am going to try a combination of using a TENS machine on my arms to see if that helps and - not at the same time - I am going to try using light weights and just doing some bicep curls and maybe a little triceps work. I am going to be sensible and try not to get competitive with myself. I need to try something, but also go about this intelligently. If anyone sees me putting anything online anywhere that makes it looks like I am being an idiot about things, please deal me a verbal slap to get me back under control!

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